Sunday, September 21, 2014

Re:

Rereading those texts from a month ago and seeing where the heart eye emojis turned into one word answers and Read 8:33pm

Replaying that song you screamed at the top of your lungs while he held your hand in the car on those Sunday night drives up the canyon

Realizing that he no longer jogs to give you a hug when he sees you in the hall and he doesn't ask what's wrong when he can tell you're not yourself

Recognizing that you don't catch him smiling at you while you're ranting about something that pissed you off

Resisting when your friends tell you to "move on, he isn't worth it," when you know he is absolutely worth it to you

Rebelling against whatever triggers tears because crying in front of him is too pathetic

Reaching for his hand one last time and watching him shake his head and walk away


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