Wednesday, December 3, 2014

This is for you

this is for the poets who speak more truth than pastors 
and the kids who go home for lunch because no one sees them
for the girls basing their self worth on instagram comments
and the boys that don't feel

this is for the mothers who sit up worrying all night
and the fathers who sleep soundly right beside them
the sons who will never live up to their parents expectations
and the daughters who don't even love themselves

this is for the lovers who wait until 2 am 
and the dreamers that sleep all day and paint pictures every night that no one will ever see
the stoners that hit rock bottom months ago but were too high to feel it
and the loners that don't know what it's like to have warm hands

this is for you
this is for every time you've felt useless
hopeless
worthless
this is to tell you've i've been there
i've sat on that same spot on the bathroom floor and thank goodness it was tile or else my tears would have stained it
i've looked in mirrors covered in hate
and stared at the ceiling trying to remember how to smile
i've been there

so this is to remind you that every bad day is just as long as the rest of them
that scar tissue is stronger than what was there before
and you'll be okay
you'll be okay

8 comments:

  1. just want you to know i really appreciate your comments. they're always my favorite ones. and you're incredible.

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  2. "i've sat on that same spot on the bathroom floor and thank goodness it was tile or else my tears would have stained it"

    and "the daughters who don't even love themselves"

    relatable

    and so so so beautiful.

    this post is definitely your best.

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  3. There is so much truth in this post. So much emotion and it hits me in just the right ways.

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  4. This makes me feel good, in the most best way. Thank you for writing it, truly beautiful words.

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  5. "you'll be ok"

    K YA THIS WAS UNREAL. ugh. loved it all.

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  6. "This is for you"

    Beautifully written

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  7. thank you.
    and thank you again.
    really this was perfect.

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  8. "this is for the mothers who sit up worrying all night
    and the fathers who sleep soundly right beside them"
    ^this has always been my biggest fear.

    "this is for the lovers who wait until 2 am "
    This line means a lot to me because I once wrote a poem about lovers and what happens to them at 2am so it made feel a lot of things. Thanks for resurrecting that.

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